As I said earlier, you clearly have some kind of world view or other thing that you are working to protect. I'm going to go back to being a practicing scientist, testing the natural world in the hopes of finding a better explanation for it, one that explains all that came before and predicts new things we can test. I recommend you go back to your work, too. I wish you well. I really do encourage you you to work through one of those online university courses, if you're really interested in and serious about physics. If you have questions about what you learn, feel free to ask.

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