one of the great things about having adhd is that when motivation and focus align, your brain runs like a Ferrari on a track
but when they don’t align, your brain is still that same Ferrari, only you’re now driving over cobbles and mud with a blown valve gasket
everybody *thinks* they want an expensive, tempermental, gratuitously overtuned hand-built speed machine, until they have to live with one as a daily driver that sees a track maybe a few days per year