that's really what life is feeling like lately. as if it's a game of hide and seek, and i'm it. but the game i'm playing is seek and seek.
sometimes i'm tempted to just ask people flat out.
"excuse me? i've tried being friendly to you. i've tried being distant. i've tried leaving. i've tried entering. i've tried sitting. i've tried standing up. i've tried speaking. i've tried listening. i've tried eye contact. i've tried looking away. what is your problem? π‘"