relatedly, I'm sick and tired of always being in "rebuilding community and social circle" mode.
I've known so many people, had so many friends through the few years I've been around. But not that many of those friends actually knew each other, and even fewer of them stuck around.
I just want some kind of friend-group that I can hang out with and do fun stuff with.
I just want to belong. Is that too much to ask for?