I think I like this corner of the federation best. You guys are so nice to me, you're the reason I stuck around. So thank you.

I don't feel welcome with mastodon. It seems rather stressful and negative over there due to the people that use it. I felt kind of tensed instead of my usual relaxed, and I really need to get a grip on that.

A part of me considers doing what they want, and because I have depression... that draws on the worst ideas. After all, if I have to fuck off the planet... where does that leave me? Becoming an astronaut wouldn't cover it enough, but death would. But then a better part of my brain says that there are cool people on GNU Social, and I don't want what the guys before say to define my choices here. I'd rather spend my time with those that I have been lately.

I know... bad habit of mine to take what random strangers say, and to take it so seriously. I need to work on that shit.