@brainwane my hope is that i was very obviously Having A Moment because while it was not *exactly* like "so what do you do at your current position" "damn good question what the fuck do i even do" there was definitely a delay as my brain threw a routing error, hahaha

@brainwane hahaha, I felt okay about it in the moment and he was super nice and friendly, I just have to not dwell on it because I will overthink Everything

"i feel very prepared," i say, right up until someone asks me A Single Question and i suddenly forget my own name and where i am and also every word in the english language :blobcatghost: